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  <title>Chicken</title>
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    <email>chicken@cepheid.org</email>
    <name>Chicken</name>
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  <updated>2008-11-18T21:14:19Z</updated>
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    <title>HOLY SHIT CHICKEN IS POSTING 2... the Sequal Strikes Back</title>
    <published>2008-11-18T21:14:19Z</published>
    <updated>2008-11-18T21:14:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well the wife is sick :(.&amp;nbsp; Trying to keep de moneys from flowing out like a leeky siv (sp?).&amp;nbsp; Anyhoo schools going well got A's on my midterms.&amp;nbsp; Im now VST of my Requiem game in fort worth.&amp;nbsp; Things dont look good right now for our domain, we need more people.&amp;nbsp; It seems that whenever dallas does bad, fort worth does good and vicea versa.&amp;nbsp; Making alot of new friends which is totally awesome.&amp;nbsp; My grandfather died recently, it was his time and now he is in a better place.&amp;nbsp; Only problem is that now Im out of a job.&amp;nbsp; If anybody out there wants to pay me for doing almost nothing let me know :).&amp;nbsp; Narissa got her Pharmacy Technician trainee licence, YAY, so hopefully she will be getting a job soon.&amp;nbsp; Been playing Tom Clancy's EndWar.&amp;nbsp; You can play the whole game with voice commands and it rocks the llama's ass.&amp;nbsp; Is it weird that I can spell llama and not siv (sp?).&amp;nbsp; This word vomit has been brought to you by the letter Chicken.&amp;nbsp; Yeah Chicken is a letter! punk!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace Out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>HOLY SHIT CHICKEN IS POSTING</title>
    <published>2008-03-13T19:58:11Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-13T19:58:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well... Everything is going pretty good.&amp;nbsp; I'm married and loving every minute of it.&amp;nbsp; I am still living at home unfortunatly but with school and the wife being out of a job there isn't much I can do about it.&amp;nbsp; I, like everyone else, am getting swomped by bills, but if Narissa gets a job we can get them payed off so no worries.&amp;nbsp; I can only blame myself but the stuff I bought to rack up the bills is fun and hay it helps the economy... kinda.&amp;nbsp; Anyway just sitting up here at work being bored.&amp;nbsp; Started LARPing in Fort Worth again and it was awsome.&amp;nbsp; Narissa and I had a great time.&amp;nbsp; Just been trying to not fail classes and keep from being to bored.&amp;nbsp; So really the same old same old except I have a partner who loves alot of the same stuff I do which helps keep the boredum away.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace Out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>Not dead just in Burleson</title>
    <published>2004-08-17T23:28:06Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-17T23:28:06Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so twenty second catch up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jamey and I broke up.  Not really that big a deal.  My friend Bert came back from Iraq and has been here for a month.  My brother is back with his wife *hits head aginst key board really fast*.  Looking for a full time job bites.  I mean I dont wont to work with fastfood or restorants so that limits my options.  But I would shuvel shit for 8 dollars and hour and full time.  Dont really know the next time Im going to be able to make it to CS.  I have mail and money to get from trip.  Dont know if he will have it but we shall see. Cancelled AOL and got DSL, but as an unforseen side effect I cant get my AIM name back.  SO all of you if you have AIM and you want to talk to me.  Send an email to Chicken@cepheid.org with whats been happening with you and your aim name.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>Stupid Pants</title>
    <published>2004-05-13T20:15:19Z</published>
    <updated>2004-05-13T20:15:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I hate my pants.  I just want to tare them off.  The other day I was walking around and the pants started to command me.  I was like "uh-uh no you dont bitch" and the proceeded to show my pants who their daddy is.  So once again I hate my pants they and my underwear prevent swinging.  Swinging goooooood!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>Life is Fucked up (but this time in a good way)</title>
    <published>2004-04-18T00:50:21Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-18T00:50:21Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Underneth your cloths (hey its what came up on my play list)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Sooooo yeah had an interesting thing happen to me last night.  Im not suposed to talk about it soooo, if you know please dont tell anyone.  Hey not my choice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway,  Once again my life is going good, everything is in order and Im happy.   Asside from the acasional loop life likes to through (which this was a good one)  everything is cool.  And Once again at the same time my friends are falling appart.  I have this idea that it may just be the time.  When everyone is freaking out and losing what they wholed dear in the later parts of the semester, I am gaining freinds, learning new things, and being happy.  I know it wont last but that is the nature of life.  If college has tought me anything is to apreiciate things while you have them.  Because it really sucks ass when you dont.  Oh, and that no matter how bad you think things are they will always get better, just follow your heart and let your head do the stearing.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So leaving in less than a month.  Im actually excited about moving on with my life.  I think I have learned everything that I can here and its time for me to move on.  I love all my friends here and will miss them, but I will see them again.  And if I dont see them in this life, I will see them again in the place where no shadows fall.  Sorry been watching alot of bab 5.  Just bought the 5th season.  I HAVE IT ALL MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace Out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>And now for something complete</title>
    <published>2004-04-06T21:04:00Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-06T21:04:00Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the sound of silence</lj:music>
    <content type="html">1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:&lt;br /&gt;"She shifted to her prehistoric dire-wolf form and leaped" The last battle werewolf the apocalypse&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?&lt;br /&gt;My Cup O' water&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?  The longest day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 3:25 pm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 3:53 pm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: The spiderman hanging from my ceiling fan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing? it was 1 or so in to morning I was going to marks place&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? Taling to Jen on AIM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9: What are you wearing? Boxers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10: Did you dream last night? Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11: When did you last laugh? Talking to Jen about Sara looking like a 50's house wife&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? a dart board&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13: Seen anything weird lately? not that I can think of&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14: What do you think of this quiz? Well everyone else is doing it sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo meh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15: What is the last film you saw?&lt;br /&gt;Hellboy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?&lt;br /&gt;A new car&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: Im more content right now than I have ever been.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? Stop hunger.  Meh Im not a big thinker idealist thing... person... dude.... whatever&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19: Do you like to dance? kinda, but only when there is a girl in my arms&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?  Well since the Current democratic canidate was quoted a year ago saying that we should do something about Iraq, I would say that he was only doing the inevitable.  Maybe it could have gone better may be it couldnt have.  The point his he is our righfully elected offical and he did what he thought he needed to do.  I just hope that my friend Bert comes home alive and paid for his troubles.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? I like the name Beth (yeah that right what are you looking at)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?  Foster or Seth I like them both&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22: Would you ever consider living abroad? Yes and no.  I would love to live in swizterland, but when it comes down to it theres not place like the USA.</content>
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    <title>ah Dreams</title>
    <published>2004-04-06T04:34:32Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-06T04:34:32Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I had a great dream last night involving a girl I know.  Kinda weird since I havent seen her in a year or two.  We grew up together and I always thought she was hot, but she hasnt even crossed my conciens mind in God knows how long.  In other news I totally forgot that we had and aggiecon meeting tonight.  I probably could have made it inspite of having a test in german tomorrow. Watched buffy the musical earlier today.  That brings back memories.  &lt;br /&gt;Tuzyae told me that there was a big fight at the meeting tonight.  My personal stance on anything AggieCon related is "I dont give a shit anymore".  I will hand over the stuff to the next person for dealers room and help them out if they need it but otherwise nothing.  The only thing that effects me about it is that my friends are angry with one another, that always sucks.  But its nothing that I havent seen before.  Isnt a whole lot of new stuff happening right now.  Just the same old same old.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well thats it,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>I want to be different</title>
    <published>2004-03-31T22:52:33Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-31T22:52:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Just like everybody else...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;center&amp;gt;&lt;img src="http://sminds.com/00.gif"&gt;&lt;table bordercolor="#333333" border="0" width="270" cellspacing="0"&gt; &lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="center" bgcolor="#666666"&gt; &lt;font color="#CCCCCC"&gt; &lt;b&gt;SimilarMinds.com Compatibility Test&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt; &lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="center" bgcolor="#999999"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font color="#ffffff"&gt; Your match with Tuzyae&lt;br /&gt;you are 86% similar&lt;br /&gt;you are 94% complementary&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt; &lt;a href="http://www.similarminds.com/match/"&gt;How Compatible are You and Your Friends?&lt;/a&gt;&amp;lt;/center&amp;gt;</content>
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    <title>Update</title>
    <published>2004-03-23T09:32:32Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-23T09:32:32Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the sound of one hand claping</lj:music>
    <content type="html">SOOOOOOOOOOO the last time I updated was like febuary 5th so here goes.  Everything that has happend in my life to this point.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not going back to A&amp;M in the fall&lt;br /&gt;Going to stay home in fortworth will I will be till God knows when&lt;br /&gt;Sucked it up in the way of selling dealers tables&lt;br /&gt;My appartment has made my asthma about x10 worse&lt;br /&gt;The medican Im taking for my asthma is really fucking with my brain&lt;br /&gt;My brother isnt coming to AggieCon because his wifes a bitch&lt;br /&gt;Im starting a Dragonstar campaign&lt;br /&gt;Havent had any emotional episods in awhile.  (which is why my lj hasnt been updated)&lt;br /&gt;uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I think thats everything.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PS I finally figured out what the saying "If you automaticly asume the candle if fire then the dinner was cooked long ago"  but dont understand why it means what it does.</content>
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    <title>chicken05 @ 2004-02-05T14:28:00</title>
    <published>2004-02-05T20:35:35Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-05T20:35:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">And Chickens pressing question of today IS... what do I want to eat for lunch.  Please give my your opinion and I will see if I chose the right thing. list as fallows:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bologna sandwhich&lt;br /&gt;Easy Mac&lt;br /&gt;Regular Mac&lt;br /&gt;Cake&lt;br /&gt;Poptarts&lt;br /&gt;Ramen w/cheese&lt;br /&gt;Ramen w/chicken sause stuff&lt;br /&gt;Grilled cheese&lt;br /&gt;nothing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well thats the end of the list.  Hope to hear back from all of you.  In other news.  My party was really freakin fun.  I still have to do dishes.  We KICKED ASS in Dnd last night.  Our 3rd level party took on a CR 9 encounter.  And we got to level up. My Dwarf now has 50 hit points and is only a 4th level character.  WHOOOOOP!! I have an Exalted game tonight run by Nathen.  I will be having, in a few weeks or so, a game with Mark after that where Im playing an evil character.  Should be fun.  Well talk to yall later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace Out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>chicken05 @ 2004-01-29T13:52:00</title>
    <published>2004-01-29T19:55:48Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Cara just told me that she wont be able to make it to my party because of some stupid drumline thing this is doing.  I know this thing is important to her, but they just told her today.  I asked he last week if she'd come to the party.  But apperently she is supposed to have a big part in it so she has to be there.  So sufice to say Im kinda dissapointed.  Oh, well, its not like I wont have other birthdays</content>
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    <published>2004-01-27T15:27:14Z</published>
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    <title>chicken05 @ 2004-01-23T10:36:00</title>
    <published>2004-01-23T16:49:29Z</published>
    <updated>2004-01-23T16:49:29Z</updated>
    <content type="html">The crowed is in hushed silence as leland approaches the podium.  The speaker makes a thump as he hits the microphone to make sure it is working.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Frie *loud squeal from the speaker* Friends, I have come to tell those of you who read my livejournal that the post I made a few days ago about the incident in the shower, had nothing to do with Jennifer.  So those of you, in your well appreciated over zealousness to help, can stop bugging her.  As for the last post I made, there was a slight misunderstanding, but as it is not really any of your business I will not discuss it here.  I appreciate the love and affection you all have given and it has helped me though of the bad things that are going on in my life.  I love you all, and hope we can move forward to a better future for all our children.  Thank you and good night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As he backs away the crowed roars with cheers.  Leland puts his hand in the air to wave and the entire stadium of people stands in admiration of his greatness.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, sorry I was just daydreaming on livejournal, but seriously everything is ok.  And thank you for all your support.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love to you all,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>chicken05 @ 2004-01-22T09:56:00</title>
    <published>2004-01-22T16:02:39Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Kinda on the outs with Jen.  I've done everything I can do.  Its up to her if we stay anywhere near freinds.  Im sure things will work out eventually, just got to give her time to figure things out.  In the mean time, things are going great with Cara.  We are becoming closer and closer, twords friends or more, I cant say, but either way Im happy with that part of my life. Two of my good freinds broke up.  Me and everyone else saw it coming but it doesnt make it any better.  So yeah, People suck... all of them, including me.  Well except for maybe Kelso, but I dont think he's human. Well I have to get up and start the day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace Out, &lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>chicken05 @ 2004-01-20T12:25:00</title>
    <published>2004-01-20T18:27:19Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Cried in the shower for about an hour today.  I havent cryed like that since DragonCon.</content>
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    <title>Wanting to be someone else</title>
    <published>2004-01-14T10:17:18Z</published>
    <updated>2004-01-14T10:17:18Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So have you ever had one of those days where you just wanted to be someone else for awhile.  I had one of those and kelso's dnd game helped.  For awhile I was a dwarven fighter and faithful worshiper of Moradin, not some kid who lets his emotions get the better of him and has no sence of direction in his life.  It felt good.  But now Im me again and thats ok.  I like being me it just gets triring.  If you had to spend 24 hours a day and 7 days a week with me you would get tired of me too.  Talked with Jen about some stuff.  I really wish I didnt have too, but we got some stuff out and I think we will be ok.  So thats good.  Im really thinking about not coming back to A&amp;M next semester depending on how things go.  I will go home and work at Key School while taking night classes.  It would be better on my mom if thats what I do.  Ive always wanted to go to A&amp;M but I dont really see a reason to stay.  Kinda wish I had one though, I really dont want to leave, but Im not going to let my emotions run my life.  Anyway on a more happy note, trips lan party was great, I got to beat tron 2.0.  YAY go me.  I really hate my emotions.  They are not making me the good person that they used to.  Now they are making me and evil sadistic asshole that wants to hurt those that hurt me.  I dont want to hurt anyone esspecialy Jen.  So I will try to do better.  I find myself missing Cara.  It was cool when we could go and talk at denies for hours.  I also miss Kelly.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well peace out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>Happy Birthday Me</title>
    <published>2004-01-06T07:31:33Z</published>
    <updated>2004-01-06T07:31:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So yeah, its my birthday.  Or rather yesterday was.  Got a call from my Dad that was cool.  I really enjoyed spending christmas with him.  &lt;br /&gt;My friends and I started designing a game world for Dnd.  Well Casey and I had started it a long time ago, but now its in full swing.  So if I cant stop talking about it that would be why.  I have to get a job when I get back to CS.  I have the money to pay pat back everything I owe him.  Im also paying off all my credit cards YAY!!!&lt;br /&gt;I hope that when I get back to CS this feeling of me making a big mistake by continuing to go back there will go away.  The only real reason I can find to keep going back for my friends and the greater possiblility to make more.  So I guess thats not too bad of a reason.  This is the first christmas in a long time that the thought of a girlfreind never even crossed my mind.  I love me being single too.  Boy are some of my friends screwed because they are dating.  Their girlfriends acted like they had big chains around their necks.  So HEHE go me.  Anyway got alot of cool things for christmas.  The most noteble thing I got was the ram for my computer.  Well I could drone on for ever about my christmas, but I dont like typing that much.  So if you see my I will most definately talk about it.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Catch you later,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>OMYGODWEEEEEEEE!!!!!!</title>
    <published>2003-12-13T09:09:50Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-13T09:09:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">IM REALLLY DRUNK...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the end.</content>
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    <title>I want to be different</title>
    <published>2003-12-11T19:30:16Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-11T19:30:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Just like veryone else&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I ____ Chicken. &lt;br /&gt;Chicken is __________. &lt;br /&gt;Chicken needs to ________. &lt;br /&gt;I want to ________ Chicken. &lt;br /&gt;I think Chicken should _________. &lt;br /&gt;In one word, I would describe Chicken as________. &lt;br /&gt;I can see Chicken being (a) ________ someday. &lt;br /&gt;If I were alone in a room with Chicken I would ________. &lt;br /&gt;Someday Chicken will ________. &lt;br /&gt;Chicken reminds me of ________. &lt;br /&gt;Without Chicken, my life would be ________. &lt;br /&gt;Chicken can be ________. &lt;br /&gt;Worst thing about Chicken is ________. &lt;br /&gt;Best thing about Chicken is ________ .&lt;br /&gt;One thing I would change about Chicken is his ________. &lt;br /&gt;Chicken needs ________. &lt;br /&gt;I am ________with Chicken.&lt;br /&gt;My ideal threesome would be with Chicken and _________.&lt;br /&gt;And a new one...&lt;br /&gt;If I had a sandwich made out of Chicken, I would give it to ____________.</content>
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    <title>More Happy posts</title>
    <published>2003-12-10T08:52:31Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-10T08:52:31Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I AM A GOD!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not The God, just a god.  I have sold 18  Dealers tables before the end of the fall semester.  WHOOOOOOOOOOP!!! *Chicken does the dance of victory and breaks just about everything in his room from the flailing*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My classes are going good as are my grades in said classes.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have Dnd in the morning.  Im cool with it and all especially since we are getting a free breakfast out of the deal, but it wil be 9:30.  I havent been up at 9:30 in God (Him not me) knows how long.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PS. If you were offended by the slightly blasphomous entry, dont blame me blame the truth.</content>
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    <title>Who am I?</title>
    <published>2003-11-30T07:37:08Z</published>
    <updated>2003-11-30T07:37:08Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Truly the theme for this seasons life of leland.  What defines who we are?  Is it our friends? If so what does that mean that without people you are nothing.  Is it your strength in adversity?  That means that I would say 80% of the time you will never know who you are as you have not been through real adversity.  So my next question is; how can you ever truly know who you are or for that matter when you know it?  I have changed a lot this year.  I’ve been through stuff, I’ve done stuff.  I know this is all normal for my age.  But all in all I am happy with the way my life is going.  I feel that I have a handle on it and that it isn’t spinning out of control. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have always wanted to help people, even at the detriment to myself.  No matter how bad things got for me I still wanted to help.  And I suppose that is good, but I realize now that I can help people better when I am better.  There is nothing I can really put my finger on, it just seems more right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love all my friends and I would not trade them for the world.  They are the corner stone of my existence.  God would not have given me this gift to make friends so easily if they weren’t important.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am worried a little that I’m focusing too much on Cara.  I should just let things go.  I don’t love Cara. (YAY score one for chicken)  I don’t think that right now I would have a serious relationship with Cara.  (She is a bit odd at times)  But I do like hanging out with her.  I don’t want myself to get too rapped up in her that I will get hurt.  I just like the way things are going, even if that leads to nowhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Recap of seasons in the life of leland:&lt;br /&gt;Season one: Illusions and Pain&lt;br /&gt;Season two: The Price of Friendship&lt;br /&gt;Season three (current season): To Know Yourself is to Know the World&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Try to figure out why those are the titles of the seasons.  If you when I will give you a prize.  HEHE I like prizes.  And you have to get all of them right, the last one is really easy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, now its time for bed, where I hope I will not be witnessing massive amounts of death.  I want my old dreams back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love all and Peace Out,&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>chicken05 @ 2003-11-18T13:14:00</title>
    <published>2003-11-18T19:19:30Z</published>
    <updated>2003-11-18T19:19:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Not feeling very close to Jen anymore.  Not her fault at all really.  I just have been so buisy latly that I dont have a whole lot of time to hang.  The times that I do hang she is genrally not in the mood.  Both of our scheduals have been crazy mad yo.  &lt;br /&gt;In other happy news my printer is finally working and got my paper done.  German is still kicking my butt.  Wish my package would get here.  &lt;br /&gt;Just thinking about how wierd things always happen to me on holloween.  Kinda want to hang with Beth.  I miss her.  &lt;br /&gt;Sold 12 dealer's room tables already.  Yeah I rock the Llama's ass.  I think this year is killing alot of people.  YAY for cepheids and actually trying to get good grades.&lt;br /&gt;Well check you later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>Boo</title>
    <published>2003-11-13T09:05:17Z</published>
    <updated>2003-11-13T09:05:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">everyone is really buisy this now.  Even me, which if you think about it is fucked up,  But I cant say I really miss the winny lazy ass failing all his classes chicken.  I much prefer the Im a bad ass who is happy with the way my life is currently going, and making A's in two of my classes.  German is kicking my but, not because its hard but there is alot of work I have to put into it.  I really dont think Cara likes me as more than a friend.  Havent asked her so I dont really know, but that is what I think.  But hey atleast chalk one up on the friends catagory.  Im so good at making friends, and it really fun too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I really hate wellsfargo.  Atleast this time they errored in my favor, but they still errored.  I guess it is too much to ask them not to fuck up my bank acount every week.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok that was my one bitch about life.  WOW things ARE going pretty good.  My dwarf in DnD is cool.  I killed many things tonight.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well tomorrow I have a test in Gov.  and starwars.  So I probably need to go to bed.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chow, (fuck the correct spelling)&lt;br /&gt;Chicken</content>
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    <title>ONE REALLY FREAKIN AWSOME DAY!!!!!</title>
    <published>2003-11-11T10:33:10Z</published>
    <updated>2003-11-11T10:33:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Ok, today was so great.  It started off kinda normal, the oh I have to go to school. (and I slept through my first class).  But I did get everything I needed to get done with AC, so I was proud of that.  Then the day got alot better when I found that I had a 96 average in German.  See I was thinking I had a C, but nope nope nope.  So then on the way home Ace of Base was on the radio.  I think Ace of Base is really cool and I never get to hear there music so that was cool.  Then after the AC meeting I hung out with Cara all night, doing nothing but talking about life, love, and avoiding doing our German homework.  We were there from 9:40 till 4 just talking about everything in our lives.  It was so great.  Then I get home and my friend Casey got his job at game stop, which he really needed. Everything that could go right today did.  So YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, I would go to bed right now, but I had like 4 cups of coffee.  Damn you Cara for getting me addicted to it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I think Im done talking.  Live is good, need sleep, too hyper.  Bye bye&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chicken</content>
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    <title>Learning to Live</title>
    <published>2003-11-02T06:44:58Z</published>
    <updated>2003-11-02T06:44:58Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So all my life I've wanted one thing to fall in love. (bet you havent heard that before *wink*) Anyway back to seariousness.  Lately Ive been more contimplating who I am.  I decided that I cant be defined by what I dont have.  So today I have been looking back at the things that I do have, the things that define me as a person.  Im a friend, in every since and measure of the word, I would give everything up to help people.  Im still working through the rest of it (YAY life being a learning process).  Last night I realized what I didnt want to become.  Thanks Jen, I love you.  Im still looking for love, because it is apart of me.  But it is not what defines me.  I also discoverd that I have a new close friend.  Dont worry Jen your still the best :).  So now Im trying to be comfortable with myself.  Im learning as I think all my friends know that Im a realy cool guy.  But I can be an ass sometimes (I put that in there for ernies sake).  Anyway, Just wanted to share my personal appifany I reseaved well talking to the coolest chick I know.  We's be rollin in the greavy yo.  Ok time for some story writing, maybe some movies, then bed.  Good night all the really cool people in my life.  I couldnt make it without you</content>
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